I love you, Ayumu.

And I always will, I promise.

You do so much for me without knowing, you help me so much without realizing, and you make me so happy without trying.

You make me feel real and human. I've learned to appreciate life in a new way. I won't be scared of the future if I know you're in it. The past month of us being official has been nothing but lovely. We interacted our first time because I was bored and needed company. Now that you're with me, I'll never feel alone again.

I think of you and talk about you until my head hurts and my friends get annoyed. When I'm shopping I look for ideas of what to get you. In restaurants, I try to figure out if there's anything you'd like.

you've given me a new appreciation for flowers that I never once had.

Everything about you is so endearing.

I love your attitude, your choice of words, your passion for your hyperfizations, so much. I love so much about you. I want to live with you some day. We can have a cute house together! More than anything, I just want to wake up to your handsome face every morning. I want to hear your voice all the time. I want to sleep in each other's arms.

You're so handsome! Your hands are so so cute, I reallyy want to hold them. The MOMENT i see you, I'm kissing you. That's a promise. I'm going to annoy THE FUCK out of you when I see you in person, I want you soooo bad. I really adore you. I wake up every day just for you.